Friday, December 19, 2008

Orange Good For Metal

Largest database of events in the Internet

addition CFC (see report above), another project is in Sary of work.
It is called "Eve & Kate - Start simple," and will start in the spring of 2009, immediately the largest database on the Internet for the subject event be.

It is not only in terms of the number of covered services and locations are by far the most comprehensive database, but the interested operators, job-related event organizer or simply any person who will organize a small to very large event, it can, must, - ) assist in the process and management of the organization.

This task is not only easy to scroll through endless lists and queries. We want to go much further and replicate virtually the whole process of the event. A tool for the active support of each event indicated.

We have just completed the data collection phase and are busy in the programming der Webseite. Im Frühling wird dann eine erste (noch geschlossene - sogenannte Closed Beta) Version gestartet. Dabei suchen wir interessierte Teilnehmer, die in dieser Phase als Tester mitmachen würden. Einfach bei info@eveandkate.ch melden.

Thursday, November 27, 2008

Nyquil With Augmentin

package solutions

Seit längerer zeit bieten wir, ehrlich gesagt nicht sehr erfolgreich, Lunch-Taschen an.

Das mag einerseits daran liegen, dass diese Pakete auf der Homepage etwas versteckt sind und andererseits in Ihrer Zusammenstellung nicht besonders beliebt sind. Daher hatten wir diese Lunch-Taschen erstmal aus dem Angebot genommen.

Allerdings heufen sich seit einiger Zeit bei unseren Kunden die Nachfrage nach "all inklusive" und "fix-fertig" Solutions.

why we now offer new addition to the cocktail, and meeting packages, including breakfast and lunch solutions to the "all inclusive" - \u200b\u200bon tariff. All inclusive means that the displayed price, the delivery fee is included.

And already looking forward, for example, the surprise package (10 for 60 CHF sandwich fix completed all delivered included) very popular. We offer this service so far only in the city of Zurich.

Other ideas for package solutions are very welcome.

Friday, November 21, 2008

How To Congratulate Someone On Having Baby

opening times over the holidays - Christmas and New Year

Sary's culinary team will continue their education through the holidays and drive the project CFC.

therefore remains the office for ordering assumptions of 24 December - 4 January closed all day. (Individual other than agreement)

From Monday 5 January 2009, we want you back - probably with a few pounds more on the scale - to have a good mood.

Sary your team

Thursday, November 20, 2008

Can Implantation Bleeding Be Bright Red

CFC - 1 reduction announcement

Titled CFC (still a working title) hides an innovative form of individual orders of a menu. With CFC Corporate is meant food community.

mid-December we will start at the Sary closed beta with a pilot company in Zurich.
So much is said: Would you like to order a beef Stroganof with vegetables, a chicken curry with rice, homemade vegetable lasagna. Only you. Just for you alone in the office. Yes, but the minimum order is for you alone too high? The delivery fee is driving the price for a quick once over 30-40 CHF. It's too expensive for an order, see? And unjust. We also find

. We will provide you with CFC. Simply place your order, 16-21 pay CHF - no delivery fee, no surcharge for orders above. Delivered to you at the workplace. Warm. And delicious.

How?

Soon more!

Thursday, November 13, 2008

Snowmobiles For Rent In Steamboat



So, the first part of the reduction products is done.

After the "forest" of the main categories have thinned somewhat, now come the turn of the leaves. Say the individual products.

We have actually made tough every product that comes out under the 20/80 rule to filter, respectively, to place on the culinary old track.

be affected by this certain parts of the sandwiches, rollups Cross, and some of the panels and products, "the first hour," like the vanilla pastry Schmuckstückchen.

Next week it will certainly be ready then. We let you know.

greetings
Sven

Saturday, November 8, 2008

Hamptons For After Prom

part 10 with a surprise filling for sandwiches fix 60.00 CHF

We have a new service:

- 10 sandwiches with Surprise content delivered to the office at a fixed price of 60 CHF. Incl. VAT and transport.
- Minimum order quantity is 10 Stück bis maximal 50 Stück.
- Geliefert wird zwischen 09:00 und 11:00 und 14:00 - 17:00 Uhr.
- Bestellungen mindestens 1 Stunde vor Lieferung.

Bestellen kann man hier: www.sarys.ch oder mit der gratis Nummer: 0800 166 166 (Mo-Fr: 0830 - 1600)

Habt Ihr eine andere Idee? Wir sind gespannt ob das bei Euch ankommt!

Euer sarys Team

Saturday, November 1, 2008

Sending Sms To Friends For New Born Baby

one ...

I can not tell you exactly how it happened ...

But I'm happy.
Relaxed.
I'm fine.
With Nothing doing.
baking, cooking, reading.

just enjoy life.
And life is just wonderful.

I have a man by my side who tells me every day, what a great woman I am ...
who brings me flowers when night 10 minutes later in front of my door as agreed. The
everything I do appreciate to know. A man who supports my career just as he me privately the small Mädl can be.
Yes, I'm happy.
Just like that.

No concentration. No thinking what to do or not. Just say what, what the head thinks. Do what they want. Kiss because of the abdominal and laugh because it will simply be together and can not believe his luck.

I'm happy. Deliriously happy and yet incredibly balanced.

The man has driven me out of my ass the bumble bee - without my noticing it: o) And I can not even explain how pleasant place to live with it.

Tonight I am alone. Tomorrow is big Plätzchenbacktag and Monday I'm back at the man who would bring me the stars from the sky, without restricting me ...

nice weekend yet!

jumps

ps:
- no more
summer romance - no fuss online with other men
- be any different than I am and
:
- 7 declined kg: o)

Sunday, October 19, 2008

How To Make An Aladdin Street Rat Costume

reduction of the product range at Sary Sary

Nachdem wir seit Beginn 2005 bis heute nahezu 350 Produkte in unserem eCatering Shop eingebunden haben (meist selbst kreiert, teils auf Kundenwunsch erstellt und weniges von ausgewählten Partnern hinzugefügt), wurde das Sortiment langsam gewaltig, wenn nicht sogar etwas unübersichtlich. Therefore, we have
decided to "clean up" the range something.

Once we know what we "sweep out" we of course you Mierendorff info. Gladly you can hold your Favorites and Devils announced.

Tuesday, October 7, 2008

Kitchenaid Paddleattachment

Home Journal - Food-O-Mania

Welcome Welcome to the new Sary blog.
have
After 4 successful years we decided to also go into this with the times and write our news, experiences, joy & suffering ", as well as facts and interesting information in this blog down.

We welcome any feedback. Be it constructive criticism, suggestions, comments and of course, any positive Feedback.

We want an open and respectful tone but gepfelgten,-maintain style. Therefore, we will post / Comments which racial, sexual, indecent or other type are deleted.

We look forward to seeing you out there. Sary
your team

Saturday, August 16, 2008

Brazilian Wax Images After

Everything that seemed important to us, pales in light of the unfathomable.

Yesterday morning I received the call that Anke has fallen asleep. Just like that.
It's so unfair.
you had to suffer so much. So much to endure. And all for nothing.
left her two small children and a man
Barely early 40s it has become.
the cancer six months ago, defeated. Temporary
.
Then the diagnosis of brain tumor. As if that were not enough the cancer has spread even further in the spine.
It takes just days to paralyzed Hüftabwärts you are.
The headaches are unbearable and all inoperable.

I have no words.

For you better.

But the children.
The Great's already adopted. How can there still be justice, if the mother, who has fought so for a child to die?

Should anything happen to your husband now would be so my parents adopt the children.
All this is controlled for years. Furthermore, we have talked

on 24 June as the call came that Anke immediately had to stay in the hospital. And then. Only 1 ½ months later it's over.

Hopefully it all manages her husband. The support of my parents he has to 100%. Currently there
is like a big family. All together.

And everything I'm just sorry.

I can not relate there. Can not help. Can only listen when someone wants to talk. Nothing more.

In talking with someone is not here. Simply put times into a cafe and everything to get rid of. Somehow, not feasible for me ...

_____________________________________________________________ ______________________________________________________________



14.08.

I've met the guy. And there were pleasant moments. Just to sit on the bench. A little talk. A little silence. He wanted to see me again. This weekend. Kissed me.
first I was not sure. And then. Why not.
My LS is far away.
There was not even an approach in responding to my TB-entry. If the statement is not is enough, I do not know.
My Life So the story continues here.

15.08.
came after getting the call from my mom that Anke was asleep.
I feel depressed. Want to cry. Want to talk.
But no one is there.
The guy who said he would like to see me again. Nothing more.
No SMS, no email, no call. But kiss my ass. I'm tired of having to worry about me. But a text that we've also lost interest, after all once in Review.
evening will still come from Munich Phil.
Somehow me too much. But by then I must.
I do not do anything.
Wait lunch that he will pass.
Meet me in the afternoon with Petra. Evening with Jana the wine festival, where Philip is then directly get there. And
. I give myself the edge. I do not want to. But somehow I forget to eat throughout the day. And after the 4th Wine ... Well. Shit went.
And it has brought nothing. I feel shitty still. There just can
life in which one does not distract with something else.
And even that is better so.

trust people.
people cry.
speechlessness and grief have taken catchment.

jumps

Wednesday, August 13, 2008

Brazilian Wax Wait Days Intercourse

Switzerland and the Swiss ...




Es ist Samstag.

Die letzte Woche verging wie im Flug. Leider.
Montag ging es Mittags mit dem Auto los on die Schweiz.
Zu W. – einem Arbeitskollegen.
Um genauer zu sein ging es nach Lausanne.
18:30 trafen wir also beide ein. W. kam von der Arbeit und ich kam gerade mit dem Auto an.
Ab in die Wohnung auf den Balkon mit Blick auf den Genfer See – ein Traum!
Nach einem Glas Wein auf dem Balkon mit diesem hammer Ausblick fuhren wir noch in die Weinberge in Richtung Vevey.
Ich weiß gar nicht, wie ich es Beschreiben soll. Aber der Ausblick ist einfach unglaublich.
Wer da nicht sofort ein Urlaubsgefühl bekommt, hat definitiv gewaltig was falsch gemacht!

Enough of seeing into the distance. We drive to the port, go one more round walk, look at the sunset and eat a little something before we make ourselves completely at rest again on the way to Lausanne.

Another glass of wine and W. and I decide to go to bed. It into the bedroom - I on the couch.
night I get on the open balcony door or a visit from the neighbor's cat ... Whether she realizes that Katie is missing me to sleep?

Now comes the interesting part of the holiday ...

The visit to my Swiss.

imagine a time before it can appear like endlessly long is a day when one is waiting for It is evening. That someone back, take you have not seen for over a year ...

At 8 Clock I left W. House - which must go to work so again.
The meeting with my Swiss is the only clock in at 18:40 Lausanne railway station.
I'm going to say after Genève, admire and examine everything very closely ...

Oh - I forgot something: My phone does not work in Switzerland. Either it works, then, that we will meet as arranged the evening before days at the station - or not.

So I am without a cell phone and without Clock in Switzerland.
-isolated from the world in my home and away from a world with time (emotional). It

fällt mir schwer die ganzen Gedanken nieder zu schreiben…
Zumal ich auch nur einen Block und einen Stift zur Hand habe. Nunja. Besser als nichts. Und das Notebook liegt ja auch bei mir zu Hause. Was für eine Scheiße!!!

Aaaaaalso.
Der Lieblingsschweizer (LS) und ich trafen uns um 18:40 Uhr in Lausanne am Bahnhof. Die letzten 10 min. ließen sich selbstverständlich noch einmal richtig Zeit. Ich ging also noch einmal zur Information und überlegte mir schon, was „Haupt“Eingang auf Englisch heißt um sicher zu gehen, dass ich auch wirklich an der richtigen Stelle stehe und warte.

Ich habe ein Kleid an. Ein schwarzes. Schwarze Schuhe dazu. Silberne Kette, silberne Ohrringe. This morning, it all still looked so right and belong together. And now? All gone!
I feel stuck and not nearly as tasty and good looking as the morning.

While I wait to lag behind that guy in the information, I always look back through the glass entrance in the direction of the apparent to me the main entrance.
There he is.
Light pants, matching top, bright jacket. The smile, the eyes ...
everything as I had last seen him yesterday.
I go up to him.
Look at him.
He is looking for me yet.
Then he sees me.
We go to each other,
look at us
kiss.



We talk. Talk and laugh. Tease us. And enjoy.

Together we make our way to the car. Continue for some wine and buy a bottle opener (the wine glasses he has it) to make us as you would a car on the way into the vineyards. Unfortunately, we have to go with our spontaneous idea to eat something with a view of Lake Geneva not have much success. Finally we come to Montreux and go eat there or something. Not with a view to the lake, but with very good talks. I all but disappeared, as was said, what we have eaten. Sorry. Was in fact great. Many delicacies
later, we walk a few meters to the See, "climb" the stones down to the water and treat us with a red wine in the dark. And I
small Schussel -> What do I do? Spread half my red wine on his newly acquired pants. Booyah! And typically I do.
Damn. Without pants we march back to the car. Which must eventually be tried immediately to get clean again.

Eventually we arrive in Fribourg.

It is exactly happened What am I Thursday on the way home was so afraid. The memories disappear. Are simply not as accurate. The words fly away. The images are blurry ... It's not fair!

Have not we create more tonight. There will be showered and already we're getting in bed and fall asleep.

The next day (Wednesday, 06/08/2008) of it is super mega doll designed by:
By Car Lucerne. From there 1 ½ to 2 hours boat ride, bus ride to a mountain and then lift the last piece. Unfortunately, the plan goes not as desirable as from my Swiss.
Yet. I find `it's great.
Area. Er. I do. Everything seems so unreal.
come some point we - and I do not even know "why" - on the issue of Swiss and jumps.
funny topic. No serious.
tease a little. A little spin.
Nothing else.
Schließlich sind es wir.
Er und ich.
Wir kennen uns viel zu gut. Wir sind uns viel zu ähnlich. Ich weiß, dass er in vielen Situationen genauso handeln würde wie ich. Dass er die gleichen Gedanken hat. Die gleichen Fehltritte macht…
Und trotzdem.
Jetzt. So im Nachhinein.
Auf der Autofahrt nach Dresden. Wie soll ich es erklären?! Da ist etwas. Aber was?
Es tut weh wegzufahren. Nicht weil alles so neu und toll war. Es war einfach er. Das Zusammensein. Sich verstanden fühlen und das Genießen. Das gemeinsame Genießen. Das Reden. Und überhaupt.
Wir sind uns zu ähnlich. Viel zu ähnlich. Im Fühlen, im Handeln, im Dinge verquär machen. Im chaotischen Leben, although it still wants everything done right.
I do not think my LS can share my views. I do not know. But I find it absolutely difficult to express as I said here in the words. I mean - I manage not even easy to sort just my thoughts ...

Sunday (10/08/2008)
It's been another day. A day that makes me come back slowly in my "normal" life.
Despite the fact that we have not seen us a year was, it had to be situated just a few days in between.
The trip from Montreux to Fribourg. The spontaneous stop in the parking lot.
The day in Lucerne. The evening on the mountain. The simple presence be. His words. His touch.
know why I have so much of it. And why he knows everything that happened to me last year. Why can doubt me alone so much?
I know I am. Know how I've lived the last year ... And he
. God knows he is not a child of sorrow. I did not approach the feeling that I could be THE woman for him. Solely from the knowledge out what he did last year. As it has with his ex. How he loves life and lives. How similar we are when it comes to the need for affection and attention. The desire to address the partner ... The claims we make. Both of us as well the opposite. Sometimes I can
would like to read his thoughts. I wonder when he sees me. Without having to ask. The small affair in Germany? More? Less? Is there something between us or is it the pure imagination, because he gives me that perfect sense to do without it?

Even if it sounds funny. But he always makes me better. He lets me do it themselves without Zisvermittelt?

Even if it sounds funny. But he always makes me better. He let me set targets so that I pursue.
began a year ago, the weight loss action. Wg him. Not that he would have asked for it. I wanted to. I was so good about it. And then? Just stopped. Today, it annoys me - crazy.
English I go through as before. Anyway.
new resolutions, which are also drawn:

- VHS: (will this week still pending)
French lessons - Learning Accounting (new job) quickly!
- No more cigarettes! endured since 08/05/2008
- business management application: start - Sept. 2009
- English also in the next semester to resume
- Finally, pull the weight loss action! Target: 10 kg 31.12.2008

- meet within the next 2 years for me to decide whether I have a life here really want or I go there where it really attracts me.


enough goals for the next time ...

today. Yesterday I would have said no ... that's my LS. In principle, correct. The LS is in my view, the man no ifs and buts. And if I'm honest, I have every man in the last year compared with my LS. It sucks - but it's just happened so!

Maybe I should try to forget. No comparison. Maybe this works so! Maybe you have to give just enough effort? Maybe ...

Should I tell him what I think?

I think I will really try to vergessen… Zumindest was die Gefühle betrifft, die nicht sein dürfen…

Sooo ähnlich sind wir uns nämlich auch wieder nicht. Sonst wäre ich wohl mit dem Bauchgefühl, dass man es gern versuchen würde wohl nicht allein…


Morgen habe ich eigentlich noch eine Verabredung. Mit dem Mann, der mich vor meinem Urlaub auf nach meinen Urlaub vertröstet hat.
Ob ich es mache?
Keine Ahnung!

Vor einem Jahr wäre ich sofort dabei gewesen. Ohne mit der Wimper zu zucken. Lenkt schließlich ab.
Und heute? Heute denke ich mir, dass das Leiden nicht verkehrt ist. Es waren viele Tränen. Es waren viele Gedanken. Aber es war mit Sicherheit auch the better way. Of honesty.

brief summary of the balance of holiday:

Thursday: bring
LS to work and then 900 km from Dresden

Friday:
Dresdentag. Just me.
evening I meet up with my grandmother and my parents in town for dinner.

Saturday:
Görlitztag (In the Footsteps of the family)

Sunday:
Bastai (Saxon Switzerland) and garden visit

Monday:
cemetery, City, Ore

Tuesday: buy
Eierschecke, going to Panometer to pick up Tom and from: spend 550 km to Wiesbaden with a stop in Friedberg +
to Petra for the first night alone to have.

Sun
That's it.
confused.

But it is.

jumps



Thursday, July 24, 2008

Blue Prints For Wrestling Rings

The last month ...

23/07/2008

Spontaneous: New job to 01.08.?


What happens there now? Yesterday I've seen us at work on an internal vacancy in accounting. A month ago I was thinking how nice it would be if I could work anywhere in a bra. Just something new. Not completely new. But it would be a new challenge. Clearly! Tons work. Viele verschiedene Aufgabengebiete. Persönliche Entwicklung. Meine Chance. Heute bin ich zu meinem Geschäftsführer gegangen und habe ihm mitgeteilt, dass ich mich für die ausgeschriebene Stelle interessiere. Er war angetan. Gerade zu begeistert durch die Blumen… Wie man halt so ist in so einer Position. Die Stelle ist ab dem 01.08. zu besetzen. Heute ist der 23.07. Mein Abteilungsleiter ist bis 01.08. im Urlaub… Aber mom. sollte ich wohl einfach an mich denken… Auch wenn es mehr als nur scheiße für meine Abteilung ist, wenn jetzt einer geht. Wenn ich gehe. Morgen schicke ich meine schriftl. Bewerbung per Mail an die Personalabteilung und an den hoffentlich zukünftigen Chef und „Noch-Chef“ in Kopie. Mal sehen was happened. The only problem I see in person: the new boss. But I will not marry yes: o) Wait. Just wait what happens. If everything happens the way I hope, that is, on the one hand, more money and on the other side damn much and get to work ... Yesterday I had my last day at my second job. At last the nonsense is over: o) I know who I will marry again ... But I think to the point I'll have to wait another 10 years: o) My God, Why not? I have plenty of time. Add-on for the last few days: days with many long phone calls with a very loving person. Days, unfortunately, hardly took place telephone calls with this ... But am glad that they are there: o) So And now we wait once again just what to do in life so ... jumps
What am I doing now?

07/19/2008

The morning after the evening with the pharmacist ... (+ Addendum)


It's Saturday morning ... I'm awake for about an hour. Have read. The kitchen again made accessible. My cat looked after ... And now? I sit alone on my couch. The pharmacist is in bed. Half asleep. Half of playing with the cat. I see everything through the open gap of the door in the mirror ... ... Exposes the Lord is still tired? Schmussüchtig? ... Last night I wanted to have everything prepared just about perfect. Und nichts funktionierte Schluss endlich so wie ich wollte. Eine Stunde bevor mein Date hier sein sollte, verabschiedete sich der gerade neu durch die Sommerromanze angebrachte Gardinenvorhang gen Fußboden. Das Gleiche Spiel in meinem Wohnzimmer, da Katinka der Meinung war meinen Vorhang mit einer Kletterwand verwechseln zu müssen. Das Essen war super gemacht. Ehrlich. Aber es ärgert mich, dass Maggi & Co. es schon so weit gebracht haben, dass den Menschen nur noch Dinge richtig gut schmecken, wenn sie mit Sahne gemacht und aus der Tüte sind.Da sind viel zu viele Geschmacksverstärker dran. Und so jemand wie ich, versagt dann vollkommen bei einem kleinen Abendessen, weil keine Sahne und zu wenig Salz dran ist. Blödsinn. Wenn da mehr turn would have been one had even tasted anything else. But no matter. Last night, I take myself to the criticism and try to enjoy the evening as much as possible. Our kisses he calls "Bussl" - me no question why. But once I "Bussl" I hear only desire to clean or something. But at least no longer at the man opposite me at the time sitting ... Whatever. Now I will make to the Lord first breakfast. And I try to make friends with the idea that this is a man who neither moved nor anything else. He's just him. And in a very direct and honest way. I like to be conquered and conquering it. With him was I feel he feels already half in a relationship with me ... My whole euphoria - all away. We'll see. Actually, I may have his properties. This Quiet. The talking. That does not always Aufeinandergehocke. But now and then I would also mention that it feels new and great. And not like we were already 2 years since a pair. I know exactly what to think, the critical reader just ... was first again thrilled and now is again nothing ... I do not know ... But I suppressed anyway fingers crossed that I just my inner temptation overcome and do not always begin everything enumerate Negative ... jumps

____________________________

And now again officially. He's gone. And all this is not the case. We have talked about it. And I think it's good. I do not feel worse or better. Actually I was talking not even touched on. But all that was there this morning was, beside each other. And not with each other. And since everyone else can tell me what. If this is so even now, this can be anything ... Very well. Just my hairdresser was to eat. By 20 clock I meet Petra have for dinner in the cafe bar Easy NEN pleasant evening. Point from ready. That's my Saturday ... Wish you a nice weekend! sooooo much to smile - that I will show the world that is also the same again ... Schließlich kann man nie wissen, wann sich jemand in ein lächeln verliebt, nicht wahr?! ;)Sprünge

18.07.2008

Scheiß auf Anonymität - das bin ich!


here i am ...

so. das wars mit der vollkommenen anoymität. zumindest per bild stelle ich mich nach immerhin einem jahr tagebuchschreibereien vor :o)heute abend kommt der herr apotheker. und ich bin unsicher ob ich nun was mit knoblauch kochen kann oder nicht... aber eigentlich essen es doch beide, oder?und heidelberg wird morgen wohl wortwörtlich ins wasser fallen. es ist nur regen und gewitter angesagt... plan "b" gibt es natürlich nicht. date verschieben spontaneously or make the best of it? I think I'll just be spontaneous ... Sun this afternoon by 17 clock I eingespräch wg. my overtime and the notice. 'm curious how that runs. but beshclossen excite me any more. If I can be colorful, I get up and go. what have I have to lose? NEN next job - but there is still plenty of o) positive thinking. I'll probably never forget: o)) Will report back ...- jumps
the biggest shit is irgendw.cool

17/07/2008

I love being so happy! 5th Day in a row ...! : O) I AM HAPPY


Nothing else seems to me to mind. Well, I have to do a lot mom. So more than private berufl. But all in all I will just brush everything so incredibly easy by the Hand.Ich and work with a smile. I write my resignation for the second job - with a smile. Friday night is the pharmacist will return to mir.Ich cook. I notice now: that's TOMORROW! O)) So ... Cooking noodles, tossed in Knoblaub-leaf spinach with salmon. Afterwards, there is an ice cream with fruit. Red wine and our book ... On Saturday, a super great breakfast and a day in Heidelberg. That's the plan ... And I have to paint 1000.x everything. jumps in me is looking forward to it and everything and me on the weekend! Only sleep times. Tomorrow work again. Once again cook. And then he stands before me again ... : O) Ooooohhhja. I'm happy! And how: o) SprüngePs: today: 16 clock cleaning closing time, car inside and out, 18 is the clock summer romance to grow the Gardienenstange ... then clean only, clean, clean. Tomorrow everything should be ready. After work tomorrow I will fully concentrate on myself and my body is my pharmacist before: o)
I float ...

07/16/2008

men ...?! and - the pharmacist from last summer:)


I can write again. What a blessing;) When you do, no mans, and if you can not, you really want to. Great Sache JKurze Zusammenfassung der Letzten Ereignisse:09.07.2008Ab nach Bad Kreuznach oder so (auf jeden Fall wars am Arsch der Welt) um ihr Auto wieder abzuholen nach der Reparatur.Danach ging es noch in den Globus. Ein paar Kleinigkeiten kaufen. Und ein paar Kleinigkeiten haben mal gerade so eben wieder einmal über 100 EUR ausgemacht. Man, ist das Leben teuer. Währenddessen war Jan so freundlich mich anzurufen, um mir zu sagen, dass er die CD von seiner Schwester (Sängerin) wieder gefunden hätte und ich diese nun abholen könne (+ die Bitte noch eine Flasche Rotwein mitzubringen). 23 Uhr auf dem Weg zu Jan:Ein Typ neben mir im Auto (zumindest steht er an jeder gott verdammten roten Ampel neben meinem Auto und grinst frech rüber) ist der Meinung, dass er mich erst durch die halbe Stadt verfolgen muss um mich dann an einer vollkommen gegen meine Erwartungen „roten“ Ampel danach zu fragen ob wir nicht mal was trinken wollen und ich ihm meine Nummer geben würde. Mein lächeln hätte ihm gefallen. Na wie gut, dass ich nur gelächelt und gelacht habe, weil ich gerade mit nem Freund telefoniert habe. Aber gut. Ich kleine Pluns rücke meine Nummer an den Typen raus (war ja immerhin ziemlich mutig) und fahre weiter. Ich sollte weniger Mitgefühl mit fremden Menschen haben... ;)Bei Jan angekommen: Wir gehen Zigaretten kaufen. Auf dem Weg erzählt er mir, dass er mit Jörg seit neuestem zusammen arbeitet (seit 3 Wochen). Ich hab das mal so abgelegt in dem Moment...Jörg and I have met the same evening, like Jan and myself. Just that Jörg and I ended up in bed together. A typical ONS. Nothing more, nothing less. But in my opinion not very good. Not even in the approach. Remember, despite the wine still in it. But on Jan. egal.Zurück was never as what and we were sure there would never run something. After 2 bottles of red wine I have to admit, however, that with a project, not quite in appearances, but I could also observe this only in the beginning. He kisses me, take me to bed and it is one to the other. And the next morning ... I'm erased from his friends list in StudiVZ. Many thanks, too, you ass. You hast eine Freundin. Du hast genauso getrunken wie ich. Du hast mich ins Bett geholt obwohl ich auf der Couch schon schlief. Und nun erdreistest du dich mich aus so ner beschissenen Liste zu löschen und mich auf ignorieren zu stetzen...?! ARSCH denke ich, bis mir einfällt, dass ich ja auch schon mal was mit Jörg hatte. Gut, vielleicht ist es nicht die feine nette Art mit Jörg und Jan im Bett zu landen. Aber da lang immerhin fast ein ¾ Jahr dazwischen. Egal.. Um Jan tut es mir leid. Aber wer so handelt und nicht mal reden kann hat mich sowieso nicht verdient. Erst recht und vor allem nicht als Freund! 10.07.2008Ausschlafen; ich habe nämlich frei! ;)Abends treffe ich mich mit Petra in der Cafe Bar. Schön ist es. Das Wetter spielt mit. Alles super. Then all will go to Petra in the apartment on the balcony. Smoking! This too is a blessing on my day. Just do everything and enjoy without having to look at the clock. 2:00 clock in the morning. Petra has to go to bed. There are still people who have to work again on Friday ... I get into a car and drive back to Wiesbaden. Past the castle ... And I park. Did my newly acquired book "wetlands" here. Take my cigarettes, a book and sit in front of the castle on the Rhine on a bench under a lamp. 3:15 clock. Now I'm going home times. Even if I am everything - not just tired ... 11.07.2008Putzen cleaning brush! Has someone of you with pure Kalkreinigerscheißzeug cleaned? IIIIIIIIIIhhhgitt! But shining the bathroom - scrub just 2 hours ... In the evening I have a date with my sweet Ossig Ruppe hard to port. Pleasant evening. Somehow. Andy is Andy da.Und draws to a week. Nice to know - as an aside. He squandered it on to the evening with me. Skin things out that are simply inappropriate. Flirts with other girls in front of my eyes, etc. That's it. Frank cares about me. And yet. I cry for! 12.11.2008Ein boring day. But that also does well again. With the thought of so purely to do anything more on the day I lie wrapped in a sheet on my bed. Since the cell phone rings. Frank asks if I have a mind to come to Limburg. As would be even something like the Schiersteiner Harbour Festival. Only smaller. Ja ne, is clear. A fire hard it is. Nothing more, nothing less. And for that I had 40 minutes on the road. As if that were not bad enough, I am getting when getting made clear that there's a gentleman waiting for me that I would like to meet. Carsten. This is the moment in which I would most like to get back into my car. But for the road was too far and the fuel too expensive! As if all this had not been bad enough, is also a type of opinion must turn on me. ABFUHR.Punkt. The rest of the evening runs quite nice. Very quiet. But nice. Frank and his goal has been reached. Carsten and I have exchanged numbers ... 13.07.20081. Mietze lernt fliegen. Gott hab ich nen Schreck bekommen. Aber Mietz lebt, ist gesund und munter. Und das nach nem Flug aus dem 2. Stock. Bin stolz auf meine Katze. Aber nun kommen Fliegen/Katzengitter ans Fenster. 2. Ich bin mit dem Apotheker verabredet. Der Apotheker... Den guten haben ich vor einem Jahr schon einmal getroffen. Am 26.07.2007. Und das weiß ich nur so genau, weil ich das in meinem aller ersten Tagebucheintrag noch einmal nachlesen konnte ;)Ein ganz offizielles Date. 15:30 Uhr trafen wir uns bei mir zu Hause. Dann ging es mit meinem Auto zur Nerobergbahn um mit dieser auf den Neroberg zu fahren. Ich gebe zu, dass ich die ersten 20 Minuten damit verbrachte, mir zu überlegen wie ich den Mann am ehesten wieder loswerde. Wieso ich nicht auf mein Gefühl gehört habe und das Treffen nicht wahr genommen habe. Schließlich haben wir uns schon einmal vor einem Jahr getroffen. In etwa zu der Zeit des Schweizers würde ich schätzen. Letztes Jahr habe ich ihn nach dem ersten Treffen nicht wieder sehen wollen. Er war charmant. Keine Frage. Aber ich konnte zu dem Zeitpunkt einfach noch nicht so richtig viel mit ihm anfangen. Mit seiner Art. Mit der Art mit der er mit mir Kommunizierte. Jetzt, ein Jahr später muss ich sagen, dass ich den Nachmittag auf dem Neroberg, den Spaziergang durch den Wald, die Autofahrt, die Gespräche während des Abendessens in der Cafe Bar… sehr gut genießen konnte. Es war angenehm ruhig. Wir haben uns unterhalten und angeschwiegen. Alles einfach sehr angenehm und sympathisch. I admit that we kissed. But why not. It is simply the right. I have concentrated nor felt unwell. Nothing of the kind. Evening in my apartment we have with my little cat lying on the couch and out of each other "wet areas" read. Very pleasant. I did not think that I will do the so again soon. The last time I was about 3 years ago ... long, long time ago. He has slept here after he is listening to the reading skills of my sleeping on my couch. I let him sleep and wake up again for breakfast. This morning I received a text message that it has everything to him very much. Earlier, he called and asked for a second Date.Auf Friday we have agreed. I determine whether we cook with me or we will go and eat. And I do not know yet. What is better? No idea. my days are still worrying ... I feel good with the thought of him. I have no tingling. But I am very confident that it can get. I am happy just to meet with him on Friday. I did not approach the feeling that I have to call it. Or anything else. I feel that he is interested. And all I can tackle just all super relaxed and watch. 14.07.2008Treffen by 17 clock to the summer romance at the hardware store. We still need a few screws and so nen nonsense to me with a lamp, curtain rods and Fly screens to install. Apart from the fact that we have lot of stress because the Lord is still a date with a girl, everything went great. So stress in the sense of hurry, etc.;) 15.07.2008Ich now finally know that I have something like a stupid dolle house dust mite allergy. And that I'm allergic to my cat ... I still need a date again and that I now have to decide for or against a therapy. I have to think about. Best with the pharmacist. The fact I meet on Friday again ... Tanya and I make a nice evening on the couch. Then another phone call with your best friend in the home's turn and I sleep exhausted one ... And today? Today come the summer romance and Michele to me. Affair and friend ... Well let's see ... I will tell ...... and, above all in the next entry on the summer romance and the tranny. - SprüngePs: only 2 x sleeping and I have another date with the pharmacist. With a man who apparently thinks it really ... I `m so happy!

06/29/2008

1-0 for Spain and 10-0 against me ...


meet with friends. andy.und now back home alone. I'm in love - and again without even the slightest chance to have more. He pulls away. in three weeks. the head says I should see him no more. and the heart yearns for him every second. he's just him. with its laughter lines, his freckles, the dialect, the eyes of art ... all that I can just enjoy intense. meet after each other and it is a horror to me before the final farewell. I do not be sad. it all hurts. and all I want. I will finally have the good fortune just to be happy and to feel safe. to know that it is really a person at my side, which will go not so fast, and has to stay with me. 1-0 for spain. The country is depressed. - And I heart drin.scheiß last day! damn holiday weekend! projections
just sad and alone

Monday, June 16, 2008

Conan Visits Wax Museum Cnn

I'm back! - A jump has just come leaps and bounds! : O)


Everything is once again head. And nothing is the way I had it done to me. But if I'm honest, that would be boring J

My euphoria of recent times, unfortunately, had absolutely nothing to do with me Michael.
Michael is gone. Off. Over. To an end.
Who really is Michael?
has, since the man was serious but all he imagined me Stakeout could "officially" over another. Why? I am typing on his fucking ego. Bastard.
First I declare him nice and friendly that we should leave it at a friendship and yes, we can look if it works maybe one day - and that it mom. We have no go. And the Lord has to do on a Wednesday evening what better than me on the phone (at the presence of a woman's voice - right next to the phone) to explain that he has met a new and no longer wish that I sign. Often that words fail me. But with a man who a week earlier at night in my doorway stood up to tell me that it makes no * * blablabla, I find the whole hindsight but very funny. Well, yes. Let's see how long the "new" join in that. Although I am convinced again that the New is not already up to date and has taken flight (yeah - thanks, I prefer to speculate guuuuut FS24) * laughing * Let's make

once more with the mom. existing men's world.

My very good mood the last few weeks can be traced to a young man back just sweet 23 years old.
A man I have met one evening with friends.

We have talked all night (from 17.05. To 18.05.). Just like that. And us the night was too good to waste you with sleep.

A man with whom I'm not only me. Without ulterior motives, he came not to me to search for the little birthday orgy still have to drive.
And quite decent, we were sitting on the foot bath in my living room (since I've been waiting for at the time still on my new couch). Just like that. Talked about God, the world, our families, it also home to the good at 600 miles away. On vacation, about views. We described each other and and and ...
It seemed we had the night to a few hours left to speak up on time clock 12, the team collected eintrudelte with me to dinner.

We met again and again. And we are still coming.

now is clear, however, that he will move in 1 ½ months. What are the only reminder? Not to the Swiss with the incredible dialect? : O)

ändy (actually, Andy, but ändy talk) about. And I will stay. But it is only to Stuttgart. And we remain after all 1 ½ months.
I see myself now in the repetition of the last year of my sweet life: to enter suffering, deflecting and no fixed relationship because you want more just put once again clear for all the men of the bar top.

Scale: The Swiss and ändy!

The love of life and the untroubled by the Swiss (and the bed qualities ;-)). talk
The type that should be taken in the arm, the not-be-oppressed feeling of ändy
And the smile, the hair, the beard, the size, the eyes, arms, fingers, smile lines, etc. pp. Of both.

I think from now there is officially a certain type of man to which I am * laughs * Well

. Further in the text.

This week I'm going home. Add to my parents home.
After at least six months. Just in time for a funeral. Well, if the timing is not with the planning ...

would move my arrival at the most. But since I must now well-...

On the way home I take my born on 27.04.2008 with Katie. That you all can sometimes make a picture you see above my kitten :-)

The rest of the men in the short run.

The policeman * rrrrrrr * has reported back. Where are about to return to the single market. (Comes with it in this year Date-Marathon has recorded)

The colleague of part-time job into his head (with his cute 19 years) that I become his new affair. And that he has a three in front of me and a friend of his. If the boy trying times * * * * heehee

Tobias is also from the north of the country. And also lives down here now. Tobias does his best. And I enjoy that we meet, watch football walk and walk and do nothing. He knows of ändy. And I realize how hard he is. And unfortunately, it fits so not in my newly constructed image of men.

And what does this summary again?

I'm an asshole. But the nothing is new. Other

what / what I am:

have received mail from the person I became incredibly important (despite the fact that we write to us for months, only emails). Great man! Have
mail received from Swiss
Have 2 weeks off in August. And since I had the idea, Mr. Schweizer time to propose a few days stop by ... J

times what the Lord has seen of the idea?

I think this is first of all. At least for now.

But it is summer. It is again gedatet. And I love life again. It will therefore again follow more entries! J

dearest greetings
jumps

Monday, May 12, 2008

Puppy Has Bloated Stomach

I do not rightly know ...

Er hat sich wieder gemeldet.
Gestern Abend…
Die Zicke. :-)
Erst meint er, dass er mich abends sehen möchte und
nach kurzen, süßen, kleinen 15 min. widerruft er alles nur weil ich nicht
gleich, prompt und sofort geantwortet habe (ich saß ja auch gerade nur
auf dem Fahrrad und war am Rhein unterwegs)…

Schluss endlich bin ich letzte Nacht natürlich doch noch zu ihm gefahren…

Auf der einen Seite will er seine Freiräume, will nicht, dass wir das Wort „Beziehung“ über das setzen, was wir da gerade haben. Betont, dass er keine Affäre will und hat Angst, dass ich etwas could do with another man.

Its Ex Many thanks Ms. Unknown, that the man - trust right now is absolutely incapable of - thanks to your affairs and foreign mountaineers land.

I do not want to push them alone. Finally takes two to tango so you get into a relationship to such a point. But in my opinion, should be composed at exactly the point ... What are the two just not the case.
He says though that it was just the "cute little blonde" single, with which you could also go well again, but also that he could carry with it any sensible discussions. Sticking point but the whole story with the two (as far as anything if I understood correctly) was simply that they did not get open in the bed of the mouth (beide!) and both thought the other would just come, "only" love to cuddle sex.

And for these reasons it is strange, and simply ....

Today at breakfast he has shown me a photo of her. Not because I wanted to see it or have asked for it. No, he wanted to show me and then hear from me what I think of it ....
Super. What to do? (Which it interests me because you, as his ex looks like and what is for God's sake read between the lines?)
As I watched the girls' I looked ... I do not know. Sympathetic. Sweet. Nice. And Blonde - but that does not detract from the cause yes.
If so from optical and from the estimates bezügl. the statements by him against her, even a girlfriend might be of me.
And anyway .. I Depp, grab still party for them because he has pulled back over her.
He is wounded in his ego. Okay.
But still no reason to make his ex so ready.
What is it, (because they are so good at last seeing each other popped in his head, after which they are) a little time has passed, he's not angry anymore, she reports, it now also works in bed. What if I was only a stopgap, then?
He talks so much about her.
Although not positive, but he's just away for a long time do not have the old one.
meantime he gave me after all, quite frankly, that they are separated only 3 weeks.
What do I expect because - after 3 weeks?
Nothing really.

I do not know that he sits down to us to decide for me.
I do not even know that the word relationship hovers over us ... But I will definitely

not that he thinks just because he calls time I'm ready, I no longer meet with other men, etc. I mean ... What
does that mean?

Why is the man Opinion demands on something / someone have to where he wants to enter into any obligations?

I will take no other men.
I am working mom. so much that I'm happy if I just have a little time for me. If I take time with him something to do. But since I plan on, without it officially admit it ...

I have a problem with it if I set these things are not that really stands behind it.

I mean, do I know if he meets with others? He always insists
that he is not at other women when he throws me on the head, so that I could meet with other men ...
But he is also the one that every day is still the Internet on a single page rumtummelt (why I know this is irrelevant to the point even J).
Why does he expect me to do the same as his ex?
Why he does not see a little further?
sees and understands why he not know that I was trying?

I have no idea what I hold of it all.

I just know that for me has slipped the word "relationship" in relation to him in the distance.
Not only do I have to give me trouble. Let him show also deciding about and what he wants and what not. And yet he should finally have to use times for what he wants.

I was not just under 2 years Single to make me emotional now so pending.

Nene ...

like all the rest ... And I see

him first end of the week again when we have one day go away. Without night together. Even if it is somewhat difficult ...

He wanted to go slow. Now we go
it slow. And although in my pace.

:-)

Otherwise, just everything is great.
Last night, I still have a little friend with ner bike trip on the Rhine made towards Schierstein. Oh, how I live but nice here :-)

Tomorrow I shall again begin to work by 7 clock ... And then it goes further then again, so I'm back only about 22 clock at home ...

Oh no - but at least I have next weekend right weekend. No ifs or buts!

Dearest recovered sunny greetings

jumps :-)

Wednesday, May 7, 2008

Broken Blood Vessel Images

a text message, a smile, a look ...

He comes ...
Right now.
was not I notified me. No, he has responded. He wants to see me. And he comes from now. Actually I need
sleep. In 5 ½ hours, I have to work again. And I will work again to 21 clock.
But shit on but the reason.
The heart is saying what thing is.

And it just says that I should be glad that he is the same for me and I will take your arm. That I will fall asleep snuggled up to. I, I can be myself and that although I will not be alone.

I'm sitting here in sweatpants (a g `logs of course) and a Top Ungeschminkt.
And I know it will not even begin to make up something when I take it as received.

In a minute 20 minutes ago, he wrote me that he is the same.

In more than 10 minutes he is there.

Thank again all went well.

promise, from now on I am the way I am. As I always was. And so, as I expect from my opposite.
In any case, I will damn me again right to make an effort to get it added without giving me trouble need.

All of this has just not understanding. The main thing I understand now
J

Good night ...

Tuesday, May 6, 2008

Is Vanish Really Work?

three starts ... A beginning! And now the end ...? I


all day already I'm thinking.
Think about what he said. As he has said.
As we have spent the previous time together.
I think about it as I've felt the last 2 years when I got to know someone and then I was given no time. Why was I so

reagiert?
Wieso habe ich alles verstanden in diesem einen kleinen Moment?
Wieso musste mein Stolz in Verbindung mit meiner zu großen Klappe siegen?

Ich bin nicht verliebt.
Habe ich habe mich wohl gefühlt.
Ich habe ein Kribbeln… Momentan habe ich ein Kribbeln mit einem Gefühl des Vermissens. Des Alleinseins.
Wie gern würde ich mich gerade ins Auto setzen, zu ihm fahren und ihm sagen, dass er sich so viel Zeit nehmen kann wie er braucht… Kein unter Druck setzen. Keine Pistole auf die Brust. Nichts der Gleichen.

Eigentlich ist genau das, was da war, das was ich wollte.
Man lernt sich kennen. Man unternimmt Dinge.
Keiner weiß was kommt und was passiert. Aber man ist sich sicher, dass der Andere genauso am genießen ist, wie man selbst.

Ich weiß dass wir es beide genossen haben.
Und ich denke, dass es nicht nur ich bin, die gemerkt hat, dass es nicht oft vorkommt, dass man jemanden kennen lernt, mit dem man gern unterwegs ist. Bei dem man es vermisst, wenn er Nachts nicht da ist. Mit dem man gern zusammen arbeitet, redet und einfach auch mal nichts tut.

Ich gebe zu, dass ich mich zu sehr in dieses Anfangs-Toll-Gefühl hineingesteigert habe. Dass es falsch war ihn indirekt so unter Druck zu setzen. Und ich will es anders machen.

Ist denn nun alles dahin wegen einem einzigen Fehler meinerseits?

Ich will kein Versprechen. Ich möchte go only where we were and see where it may lead. No more - and no less.

I would have to feel good.


No affair, no other men - NO ONE!

No cheating!

I want to do it right. Once.
And if this time is necessary, I will sit just a typical woman in front of my phone and hope that it rings.
that a message or call comes. With the simple question whether people meet. Just like that ... damn shit ...



I do not think I can just turn back ...

What does one do in such a moment? If you wait
from?
Should I report to?
How long must I wait?
I just go away and wait outside his front door on him?
I write a text message?

Normal, I would just forget. Would let me on anything and I admit to not even know it was my fault. I would not report more and meet other men ...
All I would. And all I want.
I just want to get to know him only. No matter which end ...

And why ... Because I think it could work - maybe ...

Monday, May 5, 2008

Blossom Pv Ayumi Hamasaki English Sub

I am - and that's exhausting ...

was supposed to be here a text as well I feel. How well I my life right now under control. I'm looking for. Without anyone around drum. The romance I have given their marching orders. And that although there was no other in sight. Just because I made it I have to be. All alone. Without accessible, the bumblebee in the ass ...
And now?
Now I'm about to throw everything back to the ground. Just because of this stupid impatience in me. Why is waiting so hard? And why I'm always afraid that I could jmd hurt if I give myself a little more about price? How do I search for errors and can not simply accept it as if something is going well?
My dear ex boyfriend has given me the answer. One answer that I would not be in a position with its Wörtnern to give back. Finally he just right. I must finally make to drop me. be hurt feelings to be allowed in with an option to simply. Without distraction. With concentration and pleasure to have in mind a goal to work towards the one and which is simply not there from the beginning can be.
So. I'm learning again. I learn again to know myself better and my life back a little simpler. Even though I am of the way not a hundred percent ...

Friday, February 15, 2008

Can Use Rectangle Tablecloths For Round Tables?

Why am I so unhappy ...?

the favorite playing people write even more if it is not them doing so well ...
Somehow this is in my mind.

If I feel good I want to share with the world ... If I
suffer in silence rather I do it for me ... was

The last weeks of me so therefore no entry.

did I actually do not feel like long explanations. Therefore, there is also a short summary.

Daniel wanted to look here at my work ...
move in here ...

meantime, we have separated.


My ex-boyfriend and I had meantime resumed contact. But I attach no value - I think.
Let's see ...


The summer romance and I are still coming. If only every few weeks. But we'll meet.


desire for other men? NO
Lust auf eine neue Beziehung? NEIN, nur wenn es der Mann meines Lebens sein sollte. Und die Wahrscheinlichkeit ist mom. wohl eher gering.
Lust auf Freude am Leben – auf Lachen? JA – aber wie?
Lust auf einen Neustart? JA!

Neustart in meinem Unfeld?
Oder Neustart in einem neuen Land?

Ich weiß es nicht. Mom. kann ich nicht mal die kleinsten Dinge im meinem Kopf gerade rücken. Nichts passt zusammen.
Immer wieder nur Bilder und Situationen.

Ich glaube, ich habe mir zu viel zugemutet in letzter Zeit.
In den letzten Monaten.

Immer für andere da sein und es nicht mehr schaffen sein eigenes Leben zu regeln. Verdammte scheiße, wie I have come to the mess?
And why is no one there to show me how I come out here again?

but actually I love life ...
I will be happy again.
look forward to.
fun.
at everything and nothing.

is just me all too much.
Everything.
I like to see anyone.
everyone do nothing. Neither
work on the road.
I will not listen to music, read a book and not watch television.
But I like even less to spend the day with no noise.
Everything excites me mom. on.
cry I could no that there is an obvious reason for it.

What's going on?
And how do I do as it come out again?


My first really unfortunate entry ...

Monday, January 14, 2008

Marijuana Detoxhome Remedies

My opinion on cheating "...! No single

Thank you very much for your honest answers! ;)

order now to my question of the last entry again to refer ...

When is cheating really cheating?

The question I have more rhetorical than anything else. The entry of such a high opinion cleavage causes me this morning but was not aware to some extent.

Since you now shows all your thoughts on this I will have my to do at this point yet known.

cheating starts I think in my head ...
Means for me that one longs for something else in mind and begins the search for a new partner if necessary. THE
is cheating on me!
On an emotional level I can go really foreign to a human. Otherwise not. Or at least not really.

think is the most aware people in other ways completely. do not share my opinion, my friend, would I also know ... But that's why we're all people with different ideas and different interpretations of this.

sex with another person other than the partner.
This point would, for example, for me not to say that I throw away a relationship.
the people with whom I guess together I mad on many levels. At 1000x more important than levels of sex! A partnership to make me out the similarities. The shared laughter. Talk about God and the world - and not just 10 minutes a day. Enterprises in a coffee even if it sometimes goes in the Insignificant. Understanding without words. Same interests. Shared experiences. If my partner loves me us my quirks. I miss his eyes do not like. If you fall asleep at night in front of that person thinks and am wondering why he is not next to me in everyday Auffwachen morning alone. And so on. I could at this point well and happy to tell what is important to me.

But who has set everything in the world, that sex means to cheat his partner. If I
with NEM other man I've only seen once, go drink a coffee, is it cheating?
Who decides?

In my view, should the person who looks for physical satisfaction with another man with himself can make, why is that and what conclusions you draw for themselves and their relationship.

Kingdom considers time that everything is right with the partner. Everything seems more or less perfect - not only the hinhaut sex.
Should I then end the relationship and give me my physical gratification with other people with whom I have little in common other than sex have or should now and take a small slip in sales while but you know what the relationship is with his partner and tries to come to a more comfortable sexually, same level, and if one partner and possibly many more extravagant experiences has collected and the other in this respect is quite veiled - what do you do?
one screwed as far down that he has hardly feel like having sex because it is not nearly as satisfying or the other must be increased from now on the same way that it appeals to the / of my love? Either way. The fun will be the loser and it is difficult to einzufinden.
Why are my thoughts for most of you as strange?

admittedly. I would not stand up and demand an open relationship. So I would impose upon my partner my opinion.
Finally, I think, therefore, that we should live with his conscience and must choose the path with which one can most identify.
One should not stand up, "unfaithful" to bind (in what sense or another) and his partner, then everything on the nose.

Either we want to have the relationship continue after that or not. should

Will it, I think you even with the slip-ups are done and not his partner on the self-inflicted expect.
Will you not, and the relationship is sure that it is the end of a relationship, we may also terminate this without the other person to the nose to prevent what one has done. A separation is that bad enough, and eventually change the position in itself, nothing more. Except that you make a bad conscience a little air. Selfishly, I call it - nothing else. But

well.
That's my opinion. And I wanted to get rid of stop times. Like you in your messages to me;)

one thing I would clarify at this point.

The name of the men late at night from my yesterday's entry did not refer God knows its limits. Rather
war der Zustand dieser gemeint, nachdem sie mehr als nur 2-3 Bier o. ä. intus hatten.
Zugegebener Maßen habe ich mich nicht treffend genug ausgedrückt. Aber ich denke, das erklärt nun Einiges.
Ansonsten würde ich behaupten, dass ich es mir nicht anmaßen würde auf Grund von Äußerlichkeiten über Menschen zu urteilen ;)

Im Übrigen juckt der Kuss mich gar nicht mehr weiter. Warum auch immer habe ich seit gestern so ein unglaubliches starkes geniales Gefühl gegenüber meines Freundes, dass ich die ganze Welt umarmen könnte! Wer weiß ob ich das auch ohne den Kuss bekommen hätte?! Schließlich hat doch alles im Leben einen Sinn, oder?! ;)

Saturday, January 12, 2008

Structure Of The Chicken Pox Virus

more! Conclusion: There is again the word cheating ...

When you go foreign?

My girlfriend and I are tonight in Wiesbaden been on the road. Something like a fun pup.

was only the music sucks, and the men were good ...
And late in the day shit, the men and the music great.

conclusion this evening:
5 men are out of favor (. Yes, I'm an ass but a smile is not "Just come over - you ...) I've been using a
been smooching on the dance floor.

shit, I'm NEN friend.

am now a complete asshole!

Turmeric Tea From Powder



What can I say?
I summarize first time together just what happened in the last few weeks ...

first Far too much work before the second-awaited holiday
3 weeks well deserved holiday with friends, family and friends!
third Daniel's Friends: The karaoke evening
4th Christmas Eve, Christmas, and my non-existent belief in the Church (and its eternal regret that I "believe" simply can not)
5th One weeks illness - but that discourages me so long meinemUrlaubsvorhaben not;)
6th Review: 1 ½ years of single life are now officially over
7th Fish sandwich on the Baltic Sea with friend and family
8th New Year's Eve with my boyfriend and his friends
9th Back home: 5 Tage zwischen IKEA, der Sehnsucht nach Arbeit und dem Versuchzu entspannen
10. Arschlöcher dieser Welt
11. Frohes Neues: Meine verspäteten Vorsätze für das Jahr 2008

Keine Angst. Ich werde nicht in einem Eintrag alles niederschreiben. Die Überschriften sind gesetzt. Und die Texte folgen in den nächsten Tagen. Je nach dem was ich an den einzelnen Tagen so schaffe und wo es lohnt was zu berichten ;)

Also: viel Spass beim Lesen!

Wie immer ist wieder einmal alles anders gekommen als es sollte... Um ehrlich zu sein habe ich keine Ahnung wie ich anfangen soll zu schreiben.Es ist so viel passiert. Und es ist unglaublich schwer das zu dem Zeitpunkt gefühlte im Nachhinein wieder zu geben. So I will all just gross anschneiden.Das first weekend of my vacation I was at Daniel. Including getting to know his mother and one half of his circle of friends at a karaoke evening. It was all fun times. Even more so after I had ne ¾ bottle of Martini intus - delicious! ;) As can sing ne jumps are brave. Sunday we went to 3 hours of sleep, a little sex and a walk in the church with the cars to go to my family Lübeck. God, that was five hours long sleepy Sun But what must be ... ;) Until 23.12. So, at first it was at night to be out with old friends, sleep till noon, and otherwise the grandparents a little to reach under the arms. 24.12.2007Frühstücken adorned with the beloved Papa Eltern.Mit the Christmas tree. With the grandparents and the neighbors in the church (at the site was even mentioned that I am neither in the church, nor that I believe in something along those lines). I just enjoy this moment for me to have. You to think - to digress. And without the idea of \u200b\u200bwhat is probably still needs to do everything. Back home we had coffee and cake with grandparents and parents. My dear brother had to work until the afternoon of that is the pleasure and then drive to the family of his girlfriend for the first treat of the day. Between coffee and dinner we went briefly to a friend and then nimbly Gifts pack up my mom for dad. Done! Exactly to the minute. And since the rest already trickled including brother and girlfriend to dinner. 18:30 UhrBescherung! And I really felt, I do not look right. All the gifts did not fit with time under three pine trees. Since there have parents and grandparents once again really well with the Warped (and in this moment I think the mileage between the parents and daughter) meant favorite daughter ... It really is super sweet. And I am happy about it. But I am also just about less! At Christmas it is the most beautiful when you're together. If you can grab a Likörchen together. To maintain in peace, spiele spielt usw. – die ganzen Mengen an Geschenken muss doch nicht sein... Nun gut. Nach Stunden der Bescherung bin ich direkt danach wieder aufgebrochen (11:30) zur Mitternachtsmette. Ja, wieder in der Kirche und wieder eine Sprünge, die immer noch nicht an Gott glauben kann und es doch eigentlich gern würde.Da der Opi am 24.12. Geburtstag hat wird am 25. traditionell ganz groß gefeiert. Danach ging`s dann noch mit ner Freundin von Früher (haben zusammen Badminton gespielt) in die Stadt um was zu trinken. Die Gute lebt inzwischen in Rostock und war pünktlich zu Weinachten nach 3 Jahren wieder Single... Für den 26. hatten mein Bruder und seine Freundin sich überlegt die beiden Familien zusammen . Out My body had intended to do while tired. I had bagged this super adorable virus that would induce me to kneel ... No way! Muuuuutti - what should I have brought everything nothing - so I spent the next few days but with just as much action as before, only with the small negative aspect that I looked damn shit for the 12/27!. Daniel had been announced. At noon he arrived by train in Lübeck. Catch? NE! This was indeed now in the train more than enough time. Starting in the city. Shopping! But only after we were still at Mom to introduce him ... Is so, when you already working mums parking blocked;) evening was great then arrive at my parents. And in contrast to Christmas Eve were now all vertreten.Eltern time, grandparent, brother, brother's girlfriend and the undeclared neighbors. Ahja if the daughter ever again brings NEN man with a home must all look * lol * So Daniel and I spent the days until 29.12. (Evening) in Lübeck with my friends and my family, so it could subsequently go directly back to him;) I want a break! Somehow it was all too much. Daniel and I were not even safe with us. On the surface, but everything was clear - they are together! Super ... then have to do is join our feelings ... ;) New Year's Eve we were back at his friends. But this time the other friends. Not that there is still boring ... And there he was. The moment where I thought that we can work with both ... Well ... So I unofficially since 01.01.2008 a friend. Officially out weeks in advance;) The first week was quite tricky, I have to admit. But what life would be like if everything were so simple. I was not sure with him. But the more certain that I wanted to go home. In my home. Finally, I am also on 01 went home. Evening ... But that was good. The car felt good. To arrive home was good. Not good but did feel that he was not with me. Daniel was not me much. The whole around it made me zuschaffen only. Meanwhile, we talk again another clever. Discuss. Tease us. Show us the limits. That is exactly what was missing me. He is back. The man with whom I want to be together ... just drop me another one of many things. But I do not write more now ... One other thing. The first night in Lübeck me the letters of my ex-friend fell back in his arms. The letters of the man whom I have done here with an entry in a huge declaration of love. Yes, I've read. Not all. But many. And how convenient that I have saved these letters. I was suddenly aware again that is what I hated those days. The fact that this man only love. And if I love writing, I mean love. No re-words. No buts. No shouting, swearing, be angry. Nothing. And I realize what I now habe.Ich for a man by my side just hope it stays that way ... A tingling sensation is off and on since. Not always. But again and again. And I do appreciate the time with him. And yet rather HIM! Well. As I said. It is now all at viel.Die follows again the next day more. I hope;)

dearest greetings
jumps

PS: A naughty you alone 2008!
PS2: For better understanding I put the private records of late now to be related;)

Achso ...

PS 3: The summer romance is somehow still available;)

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entry of 13.12.2007

I grind it once again let schreiben.Und once again I'm a little pissed at myself because there are days or weeks later is not simply write down everything the same as it was and how you felt. Professionally, much stress was announced. Angehet less what the activity as the joyful "pay" ... weeks - oh was: MONTHS - I've tried my superiors to nail down a salary discussion. Until now I was alone talk. But at least a raise, which is a plain joke. Did mom. neither the desire nor the time since I hineinzusteigern further. Currently there is and I can not change it. Point. To explain all this I would rather go far afield ... I can do it elsewhere;) With my basic course I had Christmas party last week. That was great. Definitely. Eat, drink, see the people again. Laugh! As of Friday I have 3 weeks vacation. And I needed. 'm Exhausted. Will just stick to reading a book. See my family in peace. Meet friends. What a drink and not have to think about what I'll plan the next day ... - Friday evening after work, you go to Duisburg-Sunday evening we continue to Lübeck-Tuesday at 8 Felix does my clock in the factory town (Hmmm ... with dd or dt - I admit it do not look like and also not straight, but only finished writing) - Thursday to meet with Susibis 23.12. the friends meet again and let your soul-24.12. decorate with Daddy tree and spend Christmas Eve with the family-25.12. + 26.12. Opis Born celebrate;) - 28.12. to Bielefeld to Felice (not seen for 5 years) - 29.12. continue to Duisburg to Schatzi on New Year's Eve 02.01. continue to Cologne to Carsten (work colleague) and take as Tanya - 05.01 or 06.01. back home. So - that the plan is ...:) Have a bissl already packed, which mostly gifts together and I am glad that I fahre.Ärgere Friday after Duisburg me is that I can be received only from 22 clock and, accordingly, would call it a day late ... * hmmmmSo. I open the door to bed. All cross and cross again. I know. But on vacation I take more time to write;) Good NachtSprüngePS: a) am a one sweety: small, blond, sweet, and have precious bird (must understand now, no) b) am half a fish on the way to three-quarter fish ;)
blond sweety, 1 / 2 fish