the favorite playing people write even more if it is not them doing so well ...
Somehow this is in my mind.
If I feel good I want to share with the world ... If I
suffer in silence rather I do it for me ... was
The last weeks of me so therefore no entry.
did I actually do not feel like long explanations. Therefore, there is also a short summary.
Daniel wanted to look here at my work ...
move in here ...
meantime, we have separated.
My ex-boyfriend and I had meantime resumed contact. But I attach no value - I think.
Let's see ...
The summer romance and I are still coming. If only every few weeks. But we'll meet.
desire for other men? NO
Lust auf eine neue Beziehung? NEIN, nur wenn es der Mann meines Lebens sein sollte. Und die Wahrscheinlichkeit ist mom. wohl eher gering.
Lust auf Freude am Leben – auf Lachen? JA – aber wie?
Lust auf einen Neustart? JA!
Neustart in meinem Unfeld?
Oder Neustart in einem neuen Land?
Ich weiß es nicht. Mom. kann ich nicht mal die kleinsten Dinge im meinem Kopf gerade rücken. Nichts passt zusammen.
Immer wieder nur Bilder und Situationen.
Ich glaube, ich habe mir zu viel zugemutet in letzter Zeit.
In den letzten Monaten.
Immer für andere da sein und es nicht mehr schaffen sein eigenes Leben zu regeln. Verdammte scheiße, wie I have come to the mess?
And why is no one there to show me how I come out here again?
but actually I love life ...
I will be happy again.
look forward to.
fun.
at everything and nothing.
is just me all too much.
Everything.
I like to see anyone.
everyone do nothing. Neither
work on the road.
I will not listen to music, read a book and not watch television.
But I like even less to spend the day with no noise.
Everything excites me mom. on.
cry I could no that there is an obvious reason for it.
What's going on?
And how do I do as it come out again?
My first really unfortunate entry ...
