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I do not rightly know ...

Er hat sich wieder gemeldet.
Gestern Abend…
Die Zicke. :-)
Erst meint er, dass er mich abends sehen möchte und
nach kurzen, süßen, kleinen 15 min. widerruft er alles nur weil ich nicht
gleich, prompt und sofort geantwortet habe (ich saß ja auch gerade nur
auf dem Fahrrad und war am Rhein unterwegs)…

Schluss endlich bin ich letzte Nacht natürlich doch noch zu ihm gefahren…

Auf der einen Seite will er seine Freiräume, will nicht, dass wir das Wort „Beziehung“ über das setzen, was wir da gerade haben. Betont, dass er keine Affäre will und hat Angst, dass ich etwas could do with another man.

Its Ex Many thanks Ms. Unknown, that the man - trust right now is absolutely incapable of - thanks to your affairs and foreign mountaineers land.

I do not want to push them alone. Finally takes two to tango so you get into a relationship to such a point. But in my opinion, should be composed at exactly the point ... What are the two just not the case.
He says though that it was just the "cute little blonde" single, with which you could also go well again, but also that he could carry with it any sensible discussions. Sticking point but the whole story with the two (as far as anything if I understood correctly) was simply that they did not get open in the bed of the mouth (beide!) and both thought the other would just come, "only" love to cuddle sex.

And for these reasons it is strange, and simply ....

Today at breakfast he has shown me a photo of her. Not because I wanted to see it or have asked for it. No, he wanted to show me and then hear from me what I think of it ....
Super. What to do? (Which it interests me because you, as his ex looks like and what is for God's sake read between the lines?)
As I watched the girls' I looked ... I do not know. Sympathetic. Sweet. Nice. And Blonde - but that does not detract from the cause yes.
If so from optical and from the estimates bezügl. the statements by him against her, even a girlfriend might be of me.
And anyway .. I Depp, grab still party for them because he has pulled back over her.
He is wounded in his ego. Okay.
But still no reason to make his ex so ready.
What is it, (because they are so good at last seeing each other popped in his head, after which they are) a little time has passed, he's not angry anymore, she reports, it now also works in bed. What if I was only a stopgap, then?
He talks so much about her.
Although not positive, but he's just away for a long time do not have the old one.
meantime he gave me after all, quite frankly, that they are separated only 3 weeks.
What do I expect because - after 3 weeks?
Nothing really.

I do not know that he sits down to us to decide for me.
I do not even know that the word relationship hovers over us ... But I will definitely

not that he thinks just because he calls time I'm ready, I no longer meet with other men, etc. I mean ... What
does that mean?

Why is the man Opinion demands on something / someone have to where he wants to enter into any obligations?

I will take no other men.
I am working mom. so much that I'm happy if I just have a little time for me. If I take time with him something to do. But since I plan on, without it officially admit it ...

I have a problem with it if I set these things are not that really stands behind it.

I mean, do I know if he meets with others? He always insists
that he is not at other women when he throws me on the head, so that I could meet with other men ...
But he is also the one that every day is still the Internet on a single page rumtummelt (why I know this is irrelevant to the point even J).
Why does he expect me to do the same as his ex?
Why he does not see a little further?
sees and understands why he not know that I was trying?

I have no idea what I hold of it all.

I just know that for me has slipped the word "relationship" in relation to him in the distance.
Not only do I have to give me trouble. Let him show also deciding about and what he wants and what not. And yet he should finally have to use times for what he wants.

I was not just under 2 years Single to make me emotional now so pending.

Nene ...

like all the rest ... And I see

him first end of the week again when we have one day go away. Without night together. Even if it is somewhat difficult ...

He wanted to go slow. Now we go
it slow. And although in my pace.

:-)

Otherwise, just everything is great.
Last night, I still have a little friend with ner bike trip on the Rhine made towards Schierstein. Oh, how I live but nice here :-)

Tomorrow I shall again begin to work by 7 clock ... And then it goes further then again, so I'm back only about 22 clock at home ...

Oh no - but at least I have next weekend right weekend. No ifs or buts!

Dearest recovered sunny greetings

jumps :-)

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a text message, a smile, a look ...

He comes ...
Right now.
was not I notified me. No, he has responded. He wants to see me. And he comes from now. Actually I need
sleep. In 5 ½ hours, I have to work again. And I will work again to 21 clock.
But shit on but the reason.
The heart is saying what thing is.

And it just says that I should be glad that he is the same for me and I will take your arm. That I will fall asleep snuggled up to. I, I can be myself and that although I will not be alone.

I'm sitting here in sweatpants (a g `logs of course) and a Top Ungeschminkt.
And I know it will not even begin to make up something when I take it as received.

In a minute 20 minutes ago, he wrote me that he is the same.

In more than 10 minutes he is there.

Thank again all went well.

promise, from now on I am the way I am. As I always was. And so, as I expect from my opposite.
In any case, I will damn me again right to make an effort to get it added without giving me trouble need.

All of this has just not understanding. The main thing I understand now
J

Good night ...

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three starts ... A beginning! And now the end ...? I

all day already I'm thinking.
Think about what he said. As he has said.
As we have spent the previous time together.
I think about it as I've felt the last 2 years when I got to know someone and then I was given no time. Why was I so

reagiert?
Wieso habe ich alles verstanden in diesem einen kleinen Moment?
Wieso musste mein Stolz in Verbindung mit meiner zu großen Klappe siegen?

Ich bin nicht verliebt.
Habe ich habe mich wohl gefühlt.
Ich habe ein Kribbeln… Momentan habe ich ein Kribbeln mit einem Gefühl des Vermissens. Des Alleinseins.
Wie gern würde ich mich gerade ins Auto setzen, zu ihm fahren und ihm sagen, dass er sich so viel Zeit nehmen kann wie er braucht… Kein unter Druck setzen. Keine Pistole auf die Brust. Nichts der Gleichen.

Eigentlich ist genau das, was da war, das was ich wollte.
Man lernt sich kennen. Man unternimmt Dinge.
Keiner weiß was kommt und was passiert. Aber man ist sich sicher, dass der Andere genauso am genießen ist, wie man selbst.

Ich weiß dass wir es beide genossen haben.
Und ich denke, dass es nicht nur ich bin, die gemerkt hat, dass es nicht oft vorkommt, dass man jemanden kennen lernt, mit dem man gern unterwegs ist. Bei dem man es vermisst, wenn er Nachts nicht da ist. Mit dem man gern zusammen arbeitet, redet und einfach auch mal nichts tut.

Ich gebe zu, dass ich mich zu sehr in dieses Anfangs-Toll-Gefühl hineingesteigert habe. Dass es falsch war ihn indirekt so unter Druck zu setzen. Und ich will es anders machen.

Ist denn nun alles dahin wegen einem einzigen Fehler meinerseits?

Ich will kein Versprechen. Ich möchte go only where we were and see where it may lead. No more - and no less.

I would have to feel good.


No affair, no other men - NO ONE!

No cheating!

I want to do it right. Once.
And if this time is necessary, I will sit just a typical woman in front of my phone and hope that it rings.
that a message or call comes. With the simple question whether people meet. Just like that ... damn shit ...



I do not think I can just turn back ...

What does one do in such a moment? If you wait
from?
Should I report to?
How long must I wait?
I just go away and wait outside his front door on him?
I write a text message?

Normal, I would just forget. Would let me on anything and I admit to not even know it was my fault. I would not report more and meet other men ...
All I would. And all I want.
I just want to get to know him only. No matter which end ...

And why ... Because I think it could work - maybe ...

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I am - and that's exhausting ...

was supposed to be here a text as well I feel. How well I my life right now under control. I'm looking for. Without anyone around drum. The romance I have given their marching orders. And that although there was no other in sight. Just because I made it I have to be. All alone. Without accessible, the bumblebee in the ass ...
And now?
Now I'm about to throw everything back to the ground. Just because of this stupid impatience in me. Why is waiting so hard? And why I'm always afraid that I could jmd hurt if I give myself a little more about price? How do I search for errors and can not simply accept it as if something is going well?
My dear ex boyfriend has given me the answer. One answer that I would not be in a position with its Wörtnern to give back. Finally he just right. I must finally make to drop me. be hurt feelings to be allowed in with an option to simply. Without distraction. With concentration and pleasure to have in mind a goal to work towards the one and which is simply not there from the beginning can be.
So. I'm learning again. I learn again to know myself better and my life back a little simpler. Even though I am of the way not a hundred percent ...