What can I say?
I summarize first time together just what happened in the last few weeks ...
first Far too much work before the second-awaited holiday
3 weeks well deserved holiday with friends, family and friends!
third Daniel's Friends: The karaoke evening
4th Christmas Eve, Christmas, and my non-existent belief in the Church (and its eternal regret that I "believe" simply can not)
5th One weeks illness - but that discourages me so long meinemUrlaubsvorhaben not;)
6th Review: 1 ½ years of single life are now officially over
7th Fish sandwich on the Baltic Sea with friend and family
8th New Year's Eve with my boyfriend and his friends
9th Back home: 5 Tage zwischen IKEA, der Sehnsucht nach Arbeit und dem Versuchzu entspannen
10. Arschlöcher dieser Welt
11. Frohes Neues: Meine verspäteten Vorsätze für das Jahr 2008
Keine Angst. Ich werde nicht in einem Eintrag alles niederschreiben. Die Überschriften sind gesetzt. Und die Texte folgen in den nächsten Tagen. Je nach dem was ich an den einzelnen Tagen so schaffe und wo es lohnt was zu berichten ;)
Also: viel Spass beim Lesen!
Wie immer ist wieder einmal alles anders gekommen als es sollte... Um ehrlich zu sein habe ich keine Ahnung wie ich anfangen soll zu schreiben.Es ist so viel passiert. Und es ist unglaublich schwer das zu dem Zeitpunkt gefühlte im Nachhinein wieder zu geben. So I will all just gross anschneiden.Das first weekend of my vacation I was at Daniel. Including getting to know his mother and one half of his circle of friends at a karaoke evening. It was all fun times. Even more so after I had ne ¾ bottle of Martini intus - delicious! ;) As can sing ne jumps are brave. Sunday we went to 3 hours of sleep, a little sex and a walk in the church with the cars to go to my family Lübeck. God, that was five hours long sleepy Sun But what must be ... ;) Until 23.12. So, at first it was at night to be out with old friends, sleep till noon, and otherwise the grandparents a little to reach under the arms. 24.12.2007Frühstücken adorned with the beloved Papa Eltern.Mit the Christmas tree. With the grandparents and the neighbors in the church (at the site was even mentioned that I am neither in the church, nor that I believe in something along those lines). I just enjoy this moment for me to have. You to think - to digress. And without the idea of \u200b\u200bwhat is probably still needs to do everything. Back home we had coffee and cake with grandparents and parents. My dear brother had to work until the afternoon of that is the pleasure and then drive to the family of his girlfriend for the first treat of the day. Between coffee and dinner we went briefly to a friend and then nimbly Gifts pack up my mom for dad. Done! Exactly to the minute. And since the rest already trickled including brother and girlfriend to dinner. 18:30 UhrBescherung! And I really felt, I do not look right. All the gifts did not fit with time under three pine trees. Since there have parents and grandparents once again really well with the Warped (and in this moment I think the mileage between the parents and daughter) meant favorite daughter ... It really is super sweet. And I am happy about it. But I am also just about less! At Christmas it is the most beautiful when you're together. If you can grab a Likörchen together. To maintain in peace, spiele spielt usw. – die ganzen Mengen an Geschenken muss doch nicht sein... Nun gut. Nach Stunden der Bescherung bin ich direkt danach wieder aufgebrochen (11:30) zur Mitternachtsmette. Ja, wieder in der Kirche und wieder eine Sprünge, die immer noch nicht an Gott glauben kann und es doch eigentlich gern würde.Da der Opi am 24.12. Geburtstag hat wird am 25. traditionell ganz groß gefeiert. Danach ging`s dann noch mit ner Freundin von Früher (haben zusammen Badminton gespielt) in die Stadt um was zu trinken. Die Gute lebt inzwischen in Rostock und war pünktlich zu Weinachten nach 3 Jahren wieder Single... Für den 26. hatten mein Bruder und seine Freundin sich überlegt die beiden Familien zusammen . Out My body had intended to do while tired. I had bagged this super adorable virus that would induce me to kneel ... No way! Muuuuutti - what should I have brought everything nothing - so I spent the next few days but with just as much action as before, only with the small negative aspect that I looked damn shit for the 12/27!. Daniel had been announced. At noon he arrived by train in Lübeck. Catch? NE! This was indeed now in the train more than enough time. Starting in the city. Shopping! But only after we were still at Mom to introduce him ... Is so, when you already working mums parking blocked;) evening was great then arrive at my parents. And in contrast to Christmas Eve were now all vertreten.Eltern time, grandparent, brother, brother's girlfriend and the undeclared neighbors. Ahja if the daughter ever again brings NEN man with a home must all look * lol * So Daniel and I spent the days until 29.12. (Evening) in Lübeck with my friends and my family, so it could subsequently go directly back to him;) I want a break! Somehow it was all too much. Daniel and I were not even safe with us. On the surface, but everything was clear - they are together! Super ... then have to do is join our feelings ... ;) New Year's Eve we were back at his friends. But this time the other friends. Not that there is still boring ... And there he was. The moment where I thought that we can work with both ... Well ... So I unofficially since 01.01.2008 a friend. Officially out weeks in advance;) The first week was quite tricky, I have to admit. But what life would be like if everything were so simple. I was not sure with him. But the more certain that I wanted to go home. In my home. Finally, I am also on 01 went home. Evening ... But that was good. The car felt good. To arrive home was good. Not good but did feel that he was not with me. Daniel was not me much. The whole around it made me zuschaffen only. Meanwhile, we talk again another clever. Discuss. Tease us. Show us the limits. That is exactly what was missing me. He is back. The man with whom I want to be together ... just drop me another one of many things. But I do not write more now ... One other thing. The first night in Lübeck me the letters of my ex-friend fell back in his arms. The letters of the man whom I have done here with an entry in a huge declaration of love. Yes, I've read. Not all. But many. And how convenient that I have saved these letters. I was suddenly aware again that is what I hated those days. The fact that this man only love. And if I love writing, I mean love. No re-words. No buts. No shouting, swearing, be angry. Nothing. And I realize what I now habe.Ich for a man by my side just hope it stays that way ... A tingling sensation is off and on since. Not always. But again and again. And I do appreciate the time with him. And yet rather HIM! Well. As I said. It is now all at viel.Die follows again the next day more. I hope;)
dearest greetings
jumps
PS: A naughty you alone 2008!
PS2: For better understanding I put the private records of late now to be related;)
Achso ...
PS 3: The summer romance is somehow still available;)
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