Er hat sich wieder gemeldet.
Gestern Abend…
Die Zicke. :-)
Erst meint er, dass er mich abends sehen möchte und
nach kurzen, süßen, kleinen 15 min. widerruft er alles nur weil ich nicht
gleich, prompt und sofort geantwortet habe (ich saß ja auch gerade nur
auf dem Fahrrad und war am Rhein unterwegs)…
Schluss endlich bin ich letzte Nacht natürlich doch noch zu ihm gefahren…
Auf der einen Seite will er seine Freiräume, will nicht, dass wir das Wort „Beziehung“ über das setzen, was wir da gerade haben. Betont, dass er keine Affäre will und hat Angst, dass ich etwas could do with another man.
Its Ex Many thanks Ms. Unknown, that the man - trust right now is absolutely incapable of - thanks to your affairs and foreign mountaineers land.
I do not want to push them alone. Finally takes two to tango so you get into a relationship to such a point. But in my opinion, should be composed at exactly the point ... What are the two just not the case.
He says though that it was just the "cute little blonde" single, with which you could also go well again, but also that he could carry with it any sensible discussions. Sticking point but the whole story with the two (as far as anything if I understood correctly) was simply that they did not get open in the bed of the mouth (beide!) and both thought the other would just come, "only" love to cuddle sex.
And for these reasons it is strange, and simply ....
Today at breakfast he has shown me a photo of her. Not because I wanted to see it or have asked for it. No, he wanted to show me and then hear from me what I think of it ....
Super. What to do? (Which it interests me because you, as his ex looks like and what is for God's sake read between the lines?)
As I watched the girls' I looked ... I do not know. Sympathetic. Sweet. Nice. And Blonde - but that does not detract from the cause yes.
If so from optical and from the estimates bezügl. the statements by him against her, even a girlfriend might be of me.
And anyway .. I Depp, grab still party for them because he has pulled back over her.
He is wounded in his ego. Okay.
But still no reason to make his ex so ready.
What is it, (because they are so good at last seeing each other popped in his head, after which they are) a little time has passed, he's not angry anymore, she reports, it now also works in bed. What if I was only a stopgap, then?
He talks so much about her.
Although not positive, but he's just away for a long time do not have the old one.
meantime he gave me after all, quite frankly, that they are separated only 3 weeks.
What do I expect because - after 3 weeks?
Nothing really.
I do not know that he sits down to us to decide for me.
I do not even know that the word relationship hovers over us ... But I will definitely
not that he thinks just because he calls time I'm ready, I no longer meet with other men, etc. I mean ... What
does that mean?
Why is the man Opinion demands on something / someone have to where he wants to enter into any obligations?
I will take no other men.
I am working mom. so much that I'm happy if I just have a little time for me. If I take time with him something to do. But since I plan on, without it officially admit it ...
I have a problem with it if I set these things are not that really stands behind it.
I mean, do I know if he meets with others? He always insists
that he is not at other women when he throws me on the head, so that I could meet with other men ...
But he is also the one that every day is still the Internet on a single page rumtummelt (why I know this is irrelevant to the point even J).
Why does he expect me to do the same as his ex?
Why he does not see a little further?
sees and understands why he not know that I was trying?
I have no idea what I hold of it all.
I just know that for me has slipped the word "relationship" in relation to him in the distance.
Not only do I have to give me trouble. Let him show also deciding about and what he wants and what not. And yet he should finally have to use times for what he wants.
I was not just under 2 years Single to make me emotional now so pending.
Nene ...
like all the rest ... And I see
him first end of the week again when we have one day go away. Without night together. Even if it is somewhat difficult ...
He wanted to go slow. Now we go
it slow. And although in my pace.
:-)
Otherwise, just everything is great.
Last night, I still have a little friend with ner bike trip on the Rhine made towards Schierstein. Oh, how I live but nice here :-)
Tomorrow I shall again begin to work by 7 clock ... And then it goes further then again, so I'm back only about 22 clock at home ...
Oh no - but at least I have next weekend right weekend. No ifs or buts!
Dearest recovered sunny greetings
jumps :-)
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